Ah, almost.

Maybe you've been wondering where I was. I am done with school, I've passed my exams so I'm going to do VWO 4 next year. Since I last wrote here, I've officially finished school... With a party, of course. And yeah, that was also nice.

Then, on Friday the 8th, I met two amazing girls again. Yeah, I had known them, but I thought they were not so nice. And then they listened to me and I was longer than 6 hours with them... Ah, I enjoyed that. On Saturday, I went with my brothers and my mum to Germany, to my brother and his family. Ruben, a sweet little baby (almost 1 year! :O), was totally able to get anything from me. I love him! ♥ We stayed till Sunday, and then we came back. "Why did I get married?" and "Why did I get married TOO?" let me think a lot, sooo much that I dreamed weird about someone who I wish he was my friend, but he's still just a hero. :)

On Monday, ah, I had a wonderful time. I went to Esther's place, to stay there till Wednesday. I enjoyed myself, riding Bijou and giving Knorretje, their pig, food. They also have chickens, and sheeps, and a lot of animals there =)

Really crazy people, there. Pedicure, and massages! I love love love them. Esther is very good at it! And at listening. You know? I am glad I could be there with you.

Gisteren heb ik een bed in elkaar gezet :)

Und heute...

Ah, I had borrowed a book... From Sybren. He had written it with his sister. But it was so, oh, so nice to read it... Sybren is not here with us, but he's in our hearts. And he'll always be there.♥

But when I borrowed it, I didn't make the time to read it. Again something from above, because God, my God, my Father, who knows me really good... Knew it was better to read it now. So I did... And I loved it. I could see that Sybren was there. And yeah, I had to give it back! So I went to Hanne (and her lovely family) to visit them and return the book. They were as always, with open arms and hearts for me... I really enjoyed seeing them.

And I realised something. Something great.

I have lost Harm. If forever, only One knows, but for now, he's not there to confort me. I have lost other people, I have lost friendship. I have lost Sybren... At least, he's not here anymore, to hear my stupid questions and make me feel he's so much smarter.

But, in hard times.. In really hard times, God hasn't let me. My Maker, my Father, my Lord, my King, my Friend, my Saviour... He's always been there! [=

And, what's so much better, He has shown me WONDERFUL people. What about Hanne, Sybren's sister? She's a really lovely girl! And it's weird, but if things hadn't happened like they did, I hadn't get to know her! Hanne, bij deze, ik wil er gewoon voor je zijn. Want weet je, ik ben niet het enige pareltje! Jij bent een heeeeele grote en lieve en mooie parel! En serieus, zolang je me naast je wilt (dat kan natuurlijk ook veranderen..) wil ik zo goed als ik het kan (en ik kan het goed) je masseren, je troosten, naar je luisteren... Ik wil een goede vriendin zijn :) Zal je missen denk ik :P

Ah, dat moest er even uit. :P Als er iets met me gebeurt, en je wist het niet.. Hehe. Ik zal wel goed op mezelf passen ;)

Ahora un trocito en español! Para la gente que no entiende (eh, eh, un tomate!). Pues eso, que tengo gente maravillosa al lado. Que no estoy sola en la lucha! =)

And in 5 hours... I'm leaving! To Colombia, my dear Colombia, and then Guatemala! ♥

Follow me, if you want to! I'll try to write.. =)

Villamilita